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    Morrigan

    I'm Mary, 28 y.o. photographer, youtuber and aspiring writer based in Poland. I don't speak too much, that's why I write a lot. Also about mental health. I love art, video making, music, video games and nature. House Targaryen.
    All photos posted in here belong to me, unless stated otherwise. Please do not copy without my permission.


    I look for you in a stranger's eyes,
    Passing by on a train in a cold, winter night.
    I know you lift up your head when you hear my name,
    But it's just someone calling a waitress in this little diner you like so much.

    We live next to each other, longing for the lightest touch,
    Knowing that my way is not your way and your way is not mine.
    I often wonder who's hair did you touch, to whom do you smile.
    Do you smile at all?

    I do. I do it a lot.
    It's the best shield for my broken bones, for my heart squeezed so hard it's barely beating, for my brain boiling of madness after all I've felt.
    Do you miss my ice walls when they melt?

    Please make me a necklace of tears I shed,
    I know you keep them under your bed.
    Add there all nights you lost for me,
    For no one else ever to see.


    My little poem book is very seriously in progress and I couldn't be happier. Today I leave you my next piece, my next little element of the book, hopefully coming out in 2018.
    I'm leaving for New Years to see my friend Edyta. We always have the best time. I will try to take some photos and vlog a little.
    Stay warm and Happy New Year. See you in my next post, about the whole year and changes it brought to my life.

    Mary
    . Friday, December 29, 2017 .

    Necklace of tears.

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    . Friday, December 29, 2017 .


    I look for you in a stranger's eyes,
    Passing by on a train in a cold, winter night.
    I know you lift up your head when you hear my name,
    But it's just someone calling a waitress in this little diner you like so much.

    We live next to each other, longing for the lightest touch,
    Knowing that my way is not your way and your way is not mine.
    I often wonder who's hair did you touch, to whom do you smile.
    Do you smile at all?

    I do. I do it a lot.
    It's the best shield for my broken bones, for my heart squeezed so hard it's barely beating, for my brain boiling of madness after all I've felt.
    Do you miss my ice walls when they melt?

    Please make me a necklace of tears I shed,
    I know you keep them under your bed.
    Add there all nights you lost for me,
    For no one else ever to see.


    My little poem book is very seriously in progress and I couldn't be happier. Today I leave you my next piece, my next little element of the book, hopefully coming out in 2018.
    I'm leaving for New Years to see my friend Edyta. We always have the best time. I will try to take some photos and vlog a little.
    Stay warm and Happy New Year. See you in my next post, about the whole year and changes it brought to my life.

    Mary
    . Friday, December 22, 2017 .


    Merry Christmas everyone! I still don't feel the Chritsmas spirit yet - this is our tree from last year. But I hope to show you this year's very soon!
    I was tagged by my lovely Caitylis to do the Ultimate Christmas Tag. I accept the challange and I really hope you enjoy my answers. :)

    FAVOURITE CHRISTMAS MOVIE AND WHY?


    Love Actually. This is my MUST SEE every single year. Maybe it's not a real Christmas movie but it's my favourite anyway. It's an obligatory point on my Christmas to-do list.

    TOP THREE CHRISTMAS SONGS

     

    There's only one - All I want for Christmas is you! 

    FAVOURITE CHRISTMAS TRADITION

     

    The main day of Poland's Christmas is December 24th, but here's a little detail that will always be my favourite - we don't start the dinner before a first star appears on the sky. I think it's such a cute thing!

    WHAT IS ON YOUR CHRISTMAS BUCKET LIST?

     

    - to make a proper Christmas video for my channel
    - see the illuminations in the park
    - REST a little.

    BUDDY THE ELF OR EBENEZER SCROOGE?

     

    You will laugh now - I don't have a favourite! I know the stories, but I've never been a fan.

    BEST THING ABOUT BEING A PARENT AT CHRISTMAS?

     

    I will just skip the question as my dog is my only child, haha.

    ONE GIFT YOU ALWAYS ASKED FOR AS A CHILD BUT NEVER RECEIVED?

     

    A lightsaber. I'm serious.

    DO YOU HAVE CHRISTMAS EVE TRADITIONS?

     

    We always spend the Christmas Eve at my grandma's. We have a dinner of 12 dishes, but no meat - it's a polish tradition. Then we have some cakes, coffee, tea, we sing some carols. At the end we open our presents.

    WHAT FESTIVE BEVERAGE TICKLES YOUR TINSEL?

     

    I don't really drink during christmas, so I can't pick anything.

    BEST PRESENT YOU EVER RECEIVED?

     

    A softbox, Darth Vader plushie, a mini green house. And a Barbie the rollerskater.

    SPROUTS ON CHRISTMAS DAY? YAY OR NAY?

     

    We don't have this tradition, haha. But in general sprouts are not my favourite.

    WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL CHRISTMAS?

     

    SNOW. A lot of fairy lights and a walk around the old town.

    How you'd answer these questions? I'm so curious! Feel free to join this TAG and let me know. I'd love to read it! :)
    Once again - Merry Christmas! 


    . Monday, December 11, 2017 .

    Christmas is coming really fast! So is the Christmas madness of getting decorations and gifts for our closest ones. I prepared for you two wishlist today - first one - a little bit more affordable and the second one - where I let my imagination lose, a totally crazy, the ultimate wishlist.
    Even if you can't buy any of these items (well, I can't haha), I hope they will inspire you to find some amazing alternatives!
    I am not a typical girl - all I love is tech, fantasy and superheroes. So if you know someone like me - maybe there's something for you in here?
     1. Star Wars: Battlefront 2. When the first part came out I was so upset that there's no single player campaign! But guess what - NOW THERE IS. And the actual story is so great! The game is still pretty new though, that's why the price is slightly shocking (you wanted a Play Station, girl, you did).
    2. FoolProof Brow Powder by Benefit. The medium shade is just a perfect colour. Also I've heard so many amazing things about the product - I'm all hyped. You change your mind when you have your brows done at least once, haha.
    3. POP Vinyl figures - a new Jon Snow and Triss Merigold (The Witcher) are very missed in my collection. People divide for the ones who loves these little cuties and the ones who absolutely hate them. Guess which one am I?
    4. "Claws and fangs" by Andrzej Sapkowski - I'm pretty sure it says nothing to you. It's just another part of The Witcher series (you know the games, right? They're based on some old books :D) and I'm so impatient to read more about my fav characters and the newest book would be a perfect gift.
    5. A cardigan. There's no such thing like "too much cardigans". And this year H&M has a pretty nice selection of them.
    6. Some sturdy boots. You can always use such boots. These one I also found in H&M.
    7. Dolce & Gabbana - The One. If Emilia Clarke smells like this, I demand cuddles from her every day. What's even better - the male fragrance is represented by Kit Harington himself. So this is basically a Game Of Throne's scent to me.

    Okay, now here comes the hyper expensive, the ultimate wishlist. I should probably call it - "What I'd buy if I had a million dolars."

    8. iPhone X. It's pretty self explanatory. I played with this phone today a little and the display, processor, colours - a piece of art.
    9 &10. Fjällräven Kånken. Mary, but you have one. Indeed, that's why it's not on my real wishlist. I have a laptop version and it's not as... floppy as I'd like a backpack to be. That's why I'd get another one if I was rich. BUT - the laptop version is amazing and you can put so much stuff in there. Highly reccomend.
    11&12. Casetify Apple Watch Bands. These two are just examples, but I absolutely adore those saffiano leather watch bands.
    13. Classic Doc Martens. My biggest fashion dream. Just because.
    14. Nintendo Switch. I've had one portable console in my life - PS Vita. After few months I decided it's useless and I don't want to look at portable consoles again. Yeah, and then Switch appeared. And you know,  I played Legends of Zelda at the gaming convention I was with Edyta back in October. And I fell in love.

    So, here are my two wishlists, perfect for a geeky soul like me. You have some other ideas? I'd be even more than glad to hear them!
    . Saturday, December 9, 2017 .


    It is not only Game of Thrones' most popular quote. It's a fact. I'm always very excited when December begins. Cold mornings and early sunsets inspire me infinitely.
    This week I leave you with few shots I took recently. Did you know I'm doing vlogmas again this year? Come and check it out on my channel!
    Have a great weekend, my friends. <3
    . Friday, December 1, 2017 .




    Caitylis 
    So we have December now. My second favourite month of the year. Vlogmas starts on my youtube channel, and here are my snapshots of November. A lot of coffee this month. As it's my second month at my new job and I'm trying to do my best. 
    Go and check out other wonderful blogs, taking part in linky project by my lovely Caitylis.